kali ini gue mau ngepost sesuatu dari buku harian gue pas gue masih SMP sekitar dua tahun yang lalu. kenapa judulnya gue kasih Nameless Memory? karena gue gak tau dan samasekali gak inget maksud gue nulis kaya gitu itu apa, sumpah. entah gue sedang galau dan patah hati atau hanya ilusi gue semata/? cekidot!
"I often close my eyes and I can see your smile...
You
reach out for my hand and I woken from my dream
Though
your heart is mine, It’s hollow inside
I
never had your love and I never will. And everynight I lie awake thinking maybe
you love me like I’ve always loved you, but how can you love me like I’ve
always love you when you can’t even look straight in my eyes?
I’ve
never felt this way to be so in love. To have someone there, yet feel so alone.
Aren’t
you supposed to be the one to wipe my tears, the one to say that you would
never leave me?
The
waters calm and still my reflection is there I see you holding me, but then you
disappear. All
that is left of you is a memory, that only exist in my dreams"
kalo ada yang tau itu lirik lagu apa atau kisah di novel apa/? bisa langsung comment di tempat yang sudah tersedia tanpa harus gue sediakan. karena gue gak yakin pas SMP gue pernah jadi manusia se-melankolis tulisan di atas -_,-
