you got me going crazy

haaaaaaaaaaiiiii!! sekarang tanggal berapa ya?!! tanggal 06. bulan apa yaaaaa?! bulan november.

terus kenapa?

hari ini idola gue ulangtahun!! yeaayyyyy HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA. ZHE NI SHENGRI KUAILE. SAENGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA!! My giant baby officially turn 23 years old!! (24 in Korea). THANKS FOR BEING BORN!! and for his mom...thank you for bringing this masterpiece into the world :))

ngomong-ngomong idola gue siapa? 

idola gue itu cowok kelahiran 1990, dia tinggi, tinggi banget. tingginya 190cm, jago main basket, bisa ngomong pake 4 bahasa, leader dari boyband ternama di korea, dia blasteran China-Canada, namanya ada banyak tapi orangnya satu kok, suaranya berat, mukanya kayak anime, perfect lah. ohiya manusia gak ada yang sempurna, kan? okay kalo gitu mendekati perfect.

ngomong-ngomong soal idola, kalian juga pasti punya idola kan? sampe fanatik gak sih? 

kalo gue, dibilang fanatik enggak juga sih. tapi dibilang biasa aja juga enggak. gue bukan tipe fans yang rela ngeluarin uang tabungan buat beli tiket konser atau official album yang harganya selangit, gue lebih suka nonton di youtube. yah paling gue beli stuff yang harganya under 100ribu kkk. tapi jujur gue suka kayak orang gila kalo udah liat foto-foto dia, bukan cuma foto-foto deh, semua tentang dia bikin gue kayak orang gila.

jadi fansnya dia ini gak gampang, sumpah.
apa susahnya?
dia sama gue beda negara. terus? ya itu bikin gue susah banget buat ketemu langsung sama dia, sekalinya dateng ke Indonesia, bayarnya mahal banget. mau ikut partisipasi di acara dia dengan cara nanya-nanya, tapi webnya pake bahasa Korea. yekali gue ngerti T_T ya pokoknya yang gitu-gitu lah. sabar banget jadi gue n_n

terus terus... gak jarang orang yang ngehina Kpop dan itu bikin gue emosi. kalian yang nyindir udah ngerasa lebih baik dari idola gue? 

terus mereka yang bilang boyband korea itu cuma menang tampang. gak gitu kali, suara mereka bagus dan mereka bisa ngedance sambil nyanyi tanpa lipsync. HELLOOOOOO coba lu bisa gak kaya gitu? gue yakin bakal ngos-ngosan -_-

terus sadar lah kalian orang Indonesia, Indonesia gak ada apa-apanya dibanding Korea. kalian ngatain boyband Korea ini lah itu lah, terus INDONESIA APA?! gak sadar Indonesia itu suka plagiatin mereka? mirror please.

kok gue malah emosi sih? udah ah.

ohiya, belom gue sebutin kan namanya? namanya lahirnya Li Jia Heng tapi berubah jadi Wu Yi Fan, terus pas dia sekolah di Canada, nama Canadanya Kevin Li tapi biasa dipanggil K.Li, nah pas gabung sama EXO, dia punya stage name yaitu Kris Wu, tapi dia juga suka dipanggil Wufan atau Yifan. nahloh. yaudahlahya... btw, mau liat muka gantengnya? mau dong ya, harus mau pokoknya. nih beberapa fotonya 

dia ini pengen banget bisa gambar, tapi.... liat sendiri itu gambarnya.... ya Tuhan :') hey baby, listen to me, you doesn't need to be good at drawing, as you is a piece of art already. =))

fucking fabulous =))

yang ini foto dia pre-debut, alay ye? but, I love him no matter what =))

 when you smile...sunshine =))

bule =))

udah ya foto-fotonya, gue takut kalian naksir sama dia hiks :'(( /gak.

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to me, he mean the world. 

people may say it's just a little crush, but what do they know?
sometimes I think I may even put my life on the line for him.
the oceans divide us and I may never meet him in person, but he's the reason I smile.
to him, I'm probably just another face in the oceans of faces he sees everyday.
he probably doesn't even know I'm exist. maybe he never got to read the letters I've sent before.
I cry when he cries and I smile when he smiles.
I will try my best to feel happy for him if he stars dating someone.

after all, his happiness is mine.

who am I to stop him anyway?

fact is, I'M JUST A FAN.

 He is peterpan and I am tinkerbell. someday, he'll find his wendy and live happily together, while I only watching him from far....

you mean the world to me, but who am I to you? 

you and me didn't live in the same country
you and me didn't speak the same language

I can call your name 

but I can't sincerely hold your hand

but... so lucky to have you...

wo ai ni bu hui gai bian, Wu Yi Fan...

 kok jadi mellow.......

yaudahlahya.......

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUIZHANG!! best wishes for you!! all the best for you!! all my love is for you!! =))